The Calvary Road

One of the most challenging books I've ever read in my Christian walk.

Its about being completely broken before God so He can fill us with His Holy Spirit to overflowing.

I look at my own life and see the lack of brokenness. I look at the church and see a group of people that want attention for themselves or to show that they are soo spiritual. Or that they are "under grace" and can do what they want. I see a lack of regard for God that makes me sad.

The reason that we need to be broken and empty of ourselves is so that the Lord can fill us to overflowing with His spirit. Where there is self there cannot be God.

I want to be so filled with Gods Holy Spirit that I don't even notice the problems in the church anymore. I want to be in a place where I completely trust God to deal with the situation. I know there's a place for critique and criticism, but I *know* God is not calling me to this. I know He is calling me to a place of brokenness that is discussed in this book.

He has called me to walk this road alone to live a life of worship to Him. I can't think of a higher calling.

Women over 40 in the church

I often get the feeling that no one really cares that much about us. It seems that most of the church is so focused on youth. I'm not really sure why that is.

Yes, youth are the future of the church but older people have spiritual needs too. I think its just a natural bias that most people have about someone that is older. I posted a prayer request on a website, I indicated my age and that I needed prayer for my walk with the lord. There is a spot where people can indicate that they prayed for you. I was prayed for twice. A young mother that posted her request 1 day earlier looking for fellowship at the church was prayed for 10 times.

I guess the church really isn't much different from the world in many ways. Its another great argument for not looking at Christians and keeping your eyes on Jesus.

Its also a good argument for giving where you see a need, rather than giving to a church and trusting their benevolent fund. I plan to give to Christians directly for the most part from now on and giving to small ministries that really need the support.

I watch some ministries videos online and I feel that I should offer some support there because I benefit, but it's going to be nominal.

Simple faith

I just want to walk with you Lord. That's it. I want a life that is dedicated fully to you and one that lives to give you glory and serve you. I love you God.

Happy Ressurection Sunday!

Its a joyous day for Christians as Jesus rose from the grave... the tomb is empty. Jesus is God, He is who He says that He is. Thank you Jesus for dying on the cross for my sins.

Easter Sunday Calvary Chapel Costa Mesa 2012

This vid is from Good Friday.

Easter Sunrise Service at Verizon Amphitheater in Irvine CA

Map to Verizon Amphitheater Irvine CA (opens in new window)

The doors open at 4:30 a.m. and the service starts at 5:30 a.m. Dress warm and bring a blanket... it gets pretty cold at around the start of the service!